Tuesday, September 22, 2009

pain

i have a fren called "A". i have kown this "A" quite long enough, u can say he is my besties. "A" is a person that kinda speak of his mind, sometimes talking crap stuff, acting like he knows everything, snobbish(if u dunno him), shy(im not sure bout that but i think NOT), open minded, perverted sometimes (sorry dude, gotta tell the truth aite? if not people wouldnt know if its real rite? heheheh) very particular, timid, lazy, stubborn, selfish (yes u r), one-sided love type (hahaha u r my fren, suke perasan sendiri, chill bro), think himself as a greater person born on earth (he think he is a genius. i dunno why. but maybe a quote says "no body born to be a failure" & " everybody born to be genius, it just the matter how u make urself a genius"), he is always kinda disagree typed person, type that goes on plan or u can call him planner type, and the most of all, the greatest, stupidity, idiotic, moron fren i've ever had.

the story goes like this. this "A" is the only child person till 2006. now he have a little sister 3yrs old. when he is in standard 2, he know this 2 best girl, girl "a" called Lia and girl "b" called Syaz. they were best frens since then. this "A" has lots of pet-sis. and thats how he get to know this two girls. :)

Both of the girls is frm CBN, since primary till secondary. "A" is frm st john primary also till secondary. they were together in the same bus. "A" had a crush with Lia, since he 1st know her, well they were always have fights.

Puasa

damn! bulan puasa... or should i called fasting month. really looking forward for it. hahaha. i know sounds kinda rude. but still its not a month that i really like. kinda nuisance for me. tired symptom, fatigue, lazy, inner swine like hell, plus with the weather sure like in the hottest summer ever!! urgghhh!! damnit. hm. but still its a month that have full of childhood memories, among childhood frens that i have, during school (how i always skipped my fasting by eating n drinking at school >:]) shopping for raya. yeap. too much memories. sweet n funny. well. this kinda things that happend in past wont have it now, this year. kinda frustrating where by most of my childhood/neighbour frens are no longer staying here, most of them move out of KL, not to mention my school frens left only few. n thats the only besties i have like rizam, dog, zuruel. haih2. hm. people changed.

now im 21, this year 2009, i wonder what will happened in another few years.....

Puasa

damn! bulan puasa... or should i called fasting month. really looking forward for it. hahaha. i know sounds kinda rude. but still its not a month that i really like. kinda nuisance for me. tired symptom, fatigue, lazy, inner swine like hell, plus with the weather sure like in the hottest summer ever!! urgghhh!! damnit. hm. but still its a month that have full of childhood memories, among childhood frens that i have, during school (how i always skipped my fasting by eating n drinking at school >:]) shopping for raya. yeap. too much memories. sweet n funny. well. this kinda things that happend in past wont have it now, this year. kinda frustrating where by most of my childhood/neighbour frens are no longer staying here, most of them move out of KL, not to mention my school frens left only few. thats

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

emotionally pain!

heh... anger, frustrated, sad, everything negative is with me now... i dunno why... nak menjerit ada, nak maki org ada.. haih2.. day by day getting worst... stuck in this unfair world that totally makes me wanna run far2 away... sometimes felt lonely... yup lonely... its not that i have no friends, i do have... but this feeling sometimes drive me crazy....