I am stuck between a real life and also PC games :3

Hello peeps, back again~ well as usual life as a graphic designer kinda harsh if you unable to manage it properly. But then again most of my free time, I either spend it on watching some nice TV series or by playing games. At the moment of time, I'm getting back to the PC games that I left for 3-4 months :3 which is Call of Duty:Modern Warfare 3. Yeah MW3!!

Here is the Youtube Channel of mine that I've uploaded most of it~ the nicest KDR (Kill Death Ratio)~
http://www.youtube.com/user/leflameboy88 and please do leave a comment or share it to your friends :3.

Cheers~

February

What's up people! I don't know why, or how or any reason for  a suddenly posting this. Maybe, I need to let it all out from this heart. For some reason, for some excuses.. I don't know.

All of a sudden lately, I felt down. I mean, totally.. down, emotion, temper, angry, rage.. you name it.. Its all in my mind now. I feel like I'm a time-bomb, ready to blast it off, leaving nothing, no regrets..

Started since early of this year.. not that I found 2013 is a bad year.. but things happened a lot.. Financial problems, fixing over expensive laptop, savings to get new laptop, sulking alone, thinking too much...

What I've realised that.. I'm not moving.. not even once.. haunted by my past.. tried to fix it, but still helplessly wont happened.. suprisingly those have connection/relation with me avoiding.. well they have a new life, moving to towards their future... But me, I'm still stuck.. stuck helplessly.. in hoping to fix it, for better.. probably one of the reason why.. I felt those negative feelings... but I can't help it.. I can't..