What's up people! I don't know why, or how or any reason for a suddenly posting this. Maybe, I need to let it all out from this heart. For some reason, for some excuses.. I don't know.
All of a sudden lately, I felt down. I mean, totally.. down, emotion, temper, angry, rage.. you name it.. Its all in my mind now. I feel like I'm a time-bomb, ready to blast it off, leaving nothing, no regrets..
Started since early of this year.. not that I found 2013 is a bad year.. but things happened a lot.. Financial problems, fixing over expensive laptop, savings to get new laptop, sulking alone, thinking too much...
What I've realised that.. I'm not moving.. not even once.. haunted by my past.. tried to fix it, but still helplessly wont happened.. suprisingly those have connection/relation with me avoiding.. well they have a new life, moving to towards their future... But me, I'm still stuck.. stuck helplessly.. in hoping to fix it, for better.. probably one of the reason why.. I felt those negative feelings... but I can't help it.. I can't..
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